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Name: Devraj
Country: United States
State: New Jersey
Metro: Bridgewater
Birthday: 12/10/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: the nets, the eagles, tennis, playin bball, cars
Expertise: kicking it backk
Occupation: i dun kno wat do with my life
Industry: Hospitality
Message: message me
AIM:  kmooks23
Member Since:
7/3/2004
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| :sigh: one week can sometimes change so little and yet change so much....
in one week, america elected the hope of change and chose the first black president ever to serve...
How much do people really care about friends these days? Webster.com's definition of it has it as "one attached to another by affection or esteem." But in reality, are people willing risk and sacrifice for those closest to them? In today's day and age, those who are willing are nearly extinct. People who you think you could trust turn out to be something you never even dreamed off or imagined. It just happens to be that thinking you can trust and knowing you can trust are completely different entities.
in one week...
:urgh::... wish it didnt end like this
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so big night... obama's got the early lead... keep it coming... it feels like a new day
sometimes the simplest thoughts in your mind are the hardest to express....
if only.....
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| i have to just take a moment and laugh at myself... almost 20 years old and somehow this is becoming somewhat of a routine... just a lil' crazy, just a little lol it always seems to me that people love making perhaps the smallest of things into the biggest deals... ignoring the much more important issues in life... think about it... if we worked out all those insignificant problems we have... all lives would be that much better wouldnt it? is it just me or does sarah palin love talking about alaska and energy way too much? granted, we have to figure out how to deal with not being dependent on oil, but right now... its all about the economy, you don't have to be a genius to figure that out... i feel like I'm not getting anywhere.. it might just be one of them depressing slumps that people tend to go through but I can't help but feel that some things need to change if I feel like I'm making progress at anything... my roommates and I were having an intense debate yday about the value of life... is the person next to you more valuable than you are? as sad as it is... i think its a debatable question... sure, life can be called sacred and everyone can be said as equal human beings but there are people out there who are more productive than others right? i mean as sad as it is if like bush died right now, he would affect more people than like if its just a normal civilian dying.... how i wish..... | | |
| so this is what the world has come too....
billions of dollars of government deficit and people are still arguing that a republican should be in office, how does that work?.. when it's a republican thats caused our financial and social infra-struture to be somewhat of a joke. yea, i am a liberal and biased but that doesn't equal to being ignorant of the facts...
what happened.. to like everything?
people change... but it is really just time that changes people? i think time is merely an illusion, a perception that people make, which covers up the reason for everything...
choice...sure, circumstances force people to make choices that ultimately decide who they are going to be, but in the end, its really about what people make of themselves and of the things given to them
i know why I'm thinking about this... how i wish some things would never have changed...
it's surreal to be a sophomore in college, it really is... its seems so weird driving by the high school, only being a year and half since i last was there as a student and how much I've learned and seen since then.. new experiences, new friends, new challenges, sometimes i wish i went back to high school, away from the real life expectations and obstacles, not really having anything to worry about except doing well in school... but i guess in the end its those challenges that make the man right?
hah what am i saying...
do you ever look back at yourself and at those stupid things you might have said or done that totally embarrassed you? I've had too many of those moments lately...
Show me what it’s like
To be the last one standing
You
ever see yourself in the rear end? Lookin up on top of everything goin'
around and somehow, someway you feel distanced from the people who
were, or atleast so you thought, surrounded you all this time.
Sometimes you find yourself unwilling to defend that one point you so
strongly held forth till you found yourself outnumbered and outwitted.
There are those of us who put the strong facade only to have the weak
inside prevail.
Then there are the others who let themselves be perceived as the weak minded...only to prove headstrong.
now i've definitely lost you.
And I’ll show you what I can be
And say it for me
Say it to me
And I’ll leave this life behind me
Say it if it’s worth savin' me
-Nickelback, Savin' Me.
to each his own....
oo yea i nearly forgot....
umbrella, ella, ella, ella, a, a, a, a
haha, couldn't resist
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| ok ok... i kno wat ur gonna say.. xangas old and its only been 2 months instead of 2 years i know i know... but u know wat? imma do this neway...
Something's missing these days... i don't know what it is, but i feel like im not getting anywhere and i think i need to change that attitude and fast...kanye pulls another one outa the hat with love lockdown... couldnt relate those lyrics more...
i wonder how many ppl write in this thing these days, i would think it had be killed already or sumthing...
Do ppl look back and rmr their old frnds? how i wish some ppl did...
alrite im done cuz someone wants to see this or sumthin 
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